Full Moon Or Something

 Today was a strange day for me.I don’t know whether it was because of the full moon or because I’m getting a cold, but I was all over the place mentally today! I could not focus at work, to the point where the lead teacher sort of “corrected” me a few times. I was all off balance… I was kneeling down to talk to some kids at one point and I just lost my balance and tipped over. I bumped my head on a tree branch later. I must have banged my elbows and knees on stuff a hundred times. I was stumbling over my words.

I was starting to worry that the lead teachers would think I was on drugs! I was waiting for one of them to pull me aside and give me a sobriety test! 

That’s not as far fetched as you would think. There have been plenty of times when people have assumed I was on drugs, because of my movements or the way I was talking. This is one reason why I wear a medical ID bracelet… so if I get stopped by the police I can show them I’m autistic, not tweaking. 

I had my awful caregiver today. He washes the dishes and then just sits on the couch for the rest of the two and a half hours. I went to my room and took a nap with my headphones on. I find it excruciating to have to sit there and make conversation with him for two hours. I need a decent caregiver so bad! 

When it was night time, I wanted to see the moon because it was a full moon, but I couldn’t see it in the sky. Me and Chuck walked around the whole apartment complex looking for it, and we never found it. How did I lose the moon? That’s just weird. 

I forgot to go to the restaurant tonight even though it was a restaurant night. Me and Chuck were texting Jae, but he didn’t answer, so that was disorienting, and without Jae there I somehow onto the restaurant. Later it turned out Jae got hurt at work stepping weird on a ladder.

He, too, must have been a little off kilter today. Me and Jae are from the same planet. (It’s not this one.) 

I’m tired and I can’t wait to go to sleep! Tomorrow will be a better day..l I hope.